Damn it all, I knew it was going too well...

[graculus]

So, I may be about to quit my job.

The re-education, that seemed to be going well, has hit a bit of a snag. My boss is probably capering about as we speak, having had feedback about something that backs up her view that I am A Problem That Must Be Fixed. My tolerance for all this shit wasn't great in the first place and so I appear to be rapidly heading towards either redeployment or quitting (watch this space, we're formally meeting two weeks today!) and I've never been convinced that this wasn't all just a long and drawn-out way of getting shot of me anyway...

Frankly, I'm tired of being upset and stressed all the time, which has been a significant aspect of my life since I got this job and only got worse this year when the system for how our work is handled got ruined updated. I've been in tears more this year than the rest of my life put together and most of it is due, directly or indirectly, to my current boss. She was all 'oh, but you have so many positive qualities' when also kicking me in the head yesterday, so we'll see if there are other options in-house or whether (as I suspect) my card was marked a while back.

Life's too short for me to put up with this shit. Frankly, I should have quit in the summer when I was moments away from telling her to shove the job up her arse sideways...

Comments

[manna]

Dude, that's outrageous.

I can completely understand wanting to quit in such horrible circumstances, but do you have a union or, failing that, an HR department you can talk to about the situation? Because putting pressure on people to make them quit is wrong, and also illegal.

I hope the leave will reduce your stress and let you get a clearer idea for what you want to do next.

{hugs}

[graculus.livejournal.com]

Made the mistake of not being in the union before all this blew up, and HR is about as much use as a chocolate fireguard to be honest.

I'm the one saying that my only options are redeployment or quitting, not them, as they're not dumb enough to do anything that would be clearly out of line but I don't really see how I'm mentally equipped to deal with this shit for much longer.